or something like it.
i'm not exactly happy with the being i am at the moment.
but i'm so happy with where i'm going.
with where my heart has rested.
what i am capable of...
through my love.
i know that i can overcome what is being thrown.
perspective...
is something that i have found so much of in just the last month.
probably more than i ever have experienced.
i've never been so in love with God.
i can't wait to see where my life is in a year.
where those around me have moved.
i can't have their blood on my hands...
therefore, there's only one thing left to do.
and capable or not, my hand is raised to volunteer.
i will love, even when it becomes uncomfortable.
or messy.
really really messy.
i'm so unprepared and so scared...
but this is more than me i know.
