all the time i'm just singing and talking to myself.
and last week, i stopped at this stoplight and i was pissed for some reason.
can't remember why....
so i had the radio off.
and i wasn't singing or talking.
and i could hear so many things.
so much was clear....
and without all the noise i was free to understand and to hear.
so now i like to turn off the noise.
and today, i was like "God just tell me what to do and i'll do it okay?
just tell me and i swear i'll do it...."
and he said, "Why don't you just trust me?"
and so i just did....
and i did what he told me.
and i've never felt such relief.
i seriously live to worship.
and reach people.
i wish i were better at talking....at just DOING something!
i see the world dying....and i see time running out.
and my heart breaks sooo much.
but i just feel like i'll never get through.
God definitely doesn't choose the qualified.
i just can't comprehend why he chose me.
i love the hungry....
