i've seen so many walls broken down.
my purity was completely restored.
not that i've ever had sex or anything...
but i have given away emotions
and lowered a lot of my standards
in order to make myself comfortable.
but no more.
right now i just want to love and be loved by my God.
i can't wait to meet my husband and give him my whole heart,
but i'm willing to wait until the time is right.
it is my prayer that i never try to settle again.
i'm finally to a point where i love myself.
i've waited for that for so long.
i'm so glad i only have 3 more weeks of school.
my place is here, with these kids.
100%.
i love them soooooo much.
when i look into their eyes, its their souls that stare back at me.
i want to be here to serve and love them.
if i could label this portion of my life i would call it "arrival."
i'm following God's direction.
i've given up every hinderance.
i've reached a new level in faith.
i am completely on fire and in love.
and scared to death.
i feel like i'm blindfolded,
but i completely recognize the hand that is leading me.
it is my father's.
and i trust him entirely.
- i will love my God with my whole heart, above anyone and anything else.
- i will understand that my purpose in life is way bigger than me.
therefore, i lay my life down for whatever purpose God has for it.
- i will love myself and respect the body and mind that i have been given.
- i will set high standards for my husband and i won't settle for anything less.
- i will use every inch of air in my lungs to praise God for the rest of my life.
