Monday, December 15, 2008

this life...

goes up and down in selfishness.
i am in fairhope now...
i have empty pockets.
i gave i gave i gave.
i am happy, yet unfocused.
i am a puppet...
this week.
God loves me SO much.
He loves YOU so much....
man oh man.



hahaha:

i was wide eyed
you were the only thing in view
and you had brown eyes
when i was so sick of blue
we met in moonlight
conversation filled the night

we came from small towns
but yours was smaller than mine
so we found middle ground,
a sort of place to run and hide
and when you found me 
i'd throw my arms around your neck and
kiss your skinny lips

you in your fishing hat (HA)
you'd drive us into town
and i'd just sit and laugh
i didn't know this way around
my heart was empty
but i gave you what i could...

you said forever
i said forever's much too long so how bout summer?
you didn't care so long as i was with ya
going nowhere...
but i was going somewhere.

skinny boy
with the crinkly eyes
i miss your pretty smile that told me no lies
but when you found me,
i had nothing left.
nothing left.

Now i'm still wide eyed
but the night is my companion
when i close my eyes 
and try and catch my breath 
from pretty memories
you gave me.

But i'm an oak tree
standing by the river
waiting on a breeze 
to make all my decisions
kinda like a leaf
changing with the seasons...

you should catch me in fall?

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i'm complex...though not very complicated. i love a lot of things, most often things unloved. i long to be a giver, and a problem solver.