Sunday, February 8, 2009

closing old doors and opening new ones.

i feel like my life is getting ready to take on a new adventure...the setting: the same, the people: same also, but for some reason everything feels so new.
Jesus is so close to me...i love to worship Him.  My relationships are fresh.  I've fought, fell, and finally forgiven.  My heart has the ability to give again.
Lately, I have just felt such a longing to get closer to God...i want every piece of me to be with every piece of Him.
This semester has been so comfortable but sooo hard...WHEN GOD TELLS YOU TO DO SOMETHING, DO IT! sometimes...its hard to follow His will when it doesn't really affect you, but rather those closest to you. however, His direction is not to be debated. this is a lesson i have had to learn. those around me don't always operate on faith alone; facts somehow seem to control their day. i am ashamed to say that the comfort of those around me momentarily came before the will of God for me...never again.  
I can never be without His hand around mine.
I'm so ready to be back to this place...i can't wait to take the next step.
i'm married to my Creator.

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i'm complex...though not very complicated. i love a lot of things, most often things unloved. i long to be a giver, and a problem solver.