i have known what it feels like to feel disgusted with who i am and have no one to turn to.
i have tasted what it feels like to hear God's voice and turn the opposite way because of fear.
and it doesn't feel good.
if i could say one thing, it would be that nothing tastes, feels, smells, or sounds better than my Lord.
when i felt Him lift me up from my rumpled state on the floor and tell me that He still had big plans for me...no song, no words, no description can capture grace and mercy like that.
i can't begin to describe what He has done for me.
i will never forget the debt i owe Him.
i can't be away from Him for more than a second.
everything else in life is pointless.
i don't know where i am going tomorrow, i don't know where today is headed...
but my God is here with me...and i can feel Him so strong pulling me where i need to be.
and i don't know why or what i did to deserve it.
but i am so absolutely humbled by His desire to better me.
His want to carry me onward, when i have disgraced Him over and over.
He calls to me...giving me words to hold on to.
and when i am here, He gives me something to wrap my grip around.
i had such a heavy load, but He saw fit to lift it.
i don't deserve Him...i don't i don't i don't.
i want everyone to know what His love can do.
He is big and we are small.
He has healed me.
He has delivered me.
He has straightened my path, cleared my sight, given me hope.
He gives me strength when i am paralyzed.
He parts my way.
He sees my future.
and He knows my heart
yet He chooses to love me anyway.
so when i say I love you Lord, you'll know i mean it.
unconditional....agape.
